Hi,
My daughter is all settled in and loves it. no problems at all. She has made friends and is very happy. I know she is only 20 or so minutes away but I still feel so lonely without her in the house. I am married so I'm not completely alone and I start a new job tomorrow at a public integrated preschool. I think once I get comfortable at work, hopefully I won't feel so lonely. It's like a piece of me is missing. I'm trying to think of it a different way. I'm trying to think of it as a new chapter in my life and I can write it any way I want. I do journal so that does help. I am so happy for her because she is doing exactly what she wants, but maybe it is time for me now. Maybe it is time to spread my wings, but I don't know how and I'm afraid but don't know why. I have gone through a lot in life, and I kind of feel like I don't deserve to be happy. Does anyone else feel like this? Wish I knew why I feel like this- and yes, I go to counseling which is the best decision I ever made.
I guess eventually my heart will heal, but everyone heals at a different pace. Thank you for asking how I'm doing! I hope you all are doing well.
Dawne